I am at a loss.  There is no winning situation. The best scenerio would be that we could fix this.  But I think I'd have to have some steam left.  After seven years of not doing this right, I just feel emptied out.  There's nothing left. And this unhappiness - this s...  read more

And even now, when things are okay, there is this underbelly of unhappiness there.  I just don't want it anymore. I think back and catalogue all the ways that we've hurt each other and it would be easy to just think that we're bad people.  But I know that we are good.  Despite...  read more