27 and almost 2007, good grief − 11 December, 2006
its probably been a bit quiet from me lately. I have been chillen, watched a few laker games live with the family, then Piseth and I went and watched them beat the spurs. I have been giving a hand to a friend as she begins her new business, Heather Anderson, as well as my homboys/girls over at blue sage (http://www.bsageclothing.com).
Anywho...
Going back to Cal state next semester, and hopefully finish, you don't know how bad I have been wanting to get back into classes, and how hard I have had to work to get back into it.
2006 was like... my holy shit year... got some BIG ASS reality checks this year, and can safely say, I have pretty much been to the bottom, and alot of people don't even know how low i got. Shit, your probably are reading this and still won't ask, I may be able to give you some tips on how to not end up in bad situations like I did.
2006 may have had a million bad things happening, but there was a handful of bright spots that have really changed my life. Piseth is ..1 of course, here and Tidah. Going back to work for a corporation (we will see for how much longer), at Argent Mortgage as a developer, this has helped me to get some stability back in my life, and moving back to Long Beach, home.
There has been a million people that have helped me out, usually I am so damn stubborn, that I don't like to help but to name a few, and I know I have done this before, but graciousness should no know bounds, these people helped me stay sane: Piseth, Tidah, Alyson, Amy, Pete, Ron, Tommy, Taun and my parents.
Now we are a few weeks away from 2007, subtract the two zeros in that year, and you will get 27, which is my age. It hit me tonight, sitting here working, reminiscing, and reflecting, and holy shit I am 27, not only 27 but about 2 and a half years a way from 30, and I think its time to make my push.
I have talked about it so many times, but once I get a few loose ends cleaned up in work. I am going to finish what I started, not only in terms of school but business as well.
My best has yet to be shown, I won't let anyone hold me back or bring me down, and to those who think badly of me, you probably really don't know me as well as you think you do.
And all you have to do is talk to me.
I felt my blood boil again, I got angry for a moment, not at anyone really, just at myself.
Its time to go.
Any ideas or want to join? message me and lets run and get things crackin for the betterment of our own lives, and those we love.
so what do you have planned? are you ready to live?
Anywho...
Going back to Cal state next semester, and hopefully finish, you don't know how bad I have been wanting to get back into classes, and how hard I have had to work to get back into it.
2006 was like... my holy shit year... got some BIG ASS reality checks this year, and can safely say, I have pretty much been to the bottom, and alot of people don't even know how low i got. Shit, your probably are reading this and still won't ask, I may be able to give you some tips on how to not end up in bad situations like I did.
2006 may have had a million bad things happening, but there was a handful of bright spots that have really changed my life. Piseth is ..1 of course, here and Tidah. Going back to work for a corporation (we will see for how much longer), at Argent Mortgage as a developer, this has helped me to get some stability back in my life, and moving back to Long Beach, home.
There has been a million people that have helped me out, usually I am so damn stubborn, that I don't like to help but to name a few, and I know I have done this before, but graciousness should no know bounds, these people helped me stay sane: Piseth, Tidah, Alyson, Amy, Pete, Ron, Tommy, Taun and my parents.
Now we are a few weeks away from 2007, subtract the two zeros in that year, and you will get 27, which is my age. It hit me tonight, sitting here working, reminiscing, and reflecting, and holy shit I am 27, not only 27 but about 2 and a half years a way from 30, and I think its time to make my push.
I have talked about it so many times, but once I get a few loose ends cleaned up in work. I am going to finish what I started, not only in terms of school but business as well.
My best has yet to be shown, I won't let anyone hold me back or bring me down, and to those who think badly of me, you probably really don't know me as well as you think you do.
And all you have to do is talk to me.
I felt my blood boil again, I got angry for a moment, not at anyone really, just at myself.
Its time to go.
Any ideas or want to join? message me and lets run and get things crackin for the betterment of our own lives, and those we love.
so what do you have planned? are you ready to live?
