Unobtainable − 28 February, 2007
The tree I sit beneath corkscrews into the sky, intertwining its branches with another’s like a pair of clasped hands. Far above me, these hands hold a pale and priceless gem in their cracked and gnarled fingers. She’s the unobtainable moon, lighting the earth around me in silver. Clouds of silk lazily cross the sky, and I close my eyes and drift with them.
My thoughts lead themselves, exhausted, to no place. The air is cold, but not unbearable. I pull the one lonely cigarette from its pack and place it between my lips. I touch a flame to its tip and inhale. Death coats my throat and fills my lungs, and as I exhale I can almost imagine that the fading cloud above me is a piece of my life, leaving me forever. There should be sadness in this, I think, but there isn’t. There is only smoke, gilded by moonlight but disappearing anyway.


















Comments:
pepero (March 2, 2007. 06:49am)
i'm amazed that you could take something as simple as smoking a cigerette and transform it into something beautiful.
kga245 (March 2, 2007. 07:46am)
This reminds me of "<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Invention-Solitude-Paul-Auster/dp/0143112228/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1/002-4764194-9207228?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1172821483&sr=8-1">The Invention of Solitude</a>" by Paul Auster. Josh, you're a great writer. Keep on wordsmithing. You have at least one fan here. :-)