i'm at the crossroad − 5 March, 2007
i have always been a planner. i look forward to my future. i plan ahead of time and try to fix everything before i even get there. i want everything to fall in place as i have planned it.
a good friend of mine once told me that i'm a "very idealistic person." at first i didn't understand want she meant. but as i was doing my work this morning, i came to realized that i am very idealistic. i want everything perfect.
but now i am at the crossroad.
there are so many things in my hands now that seem to overwhelm me. it makes me think of what i really want. i tend to plan at times but another thing comes which makes me think... no, disturbed is a more appropriate word.
i am 25 years old; and i want to achieve something but i get confused of all the things that come. i hate this situation. i should be old enough to handle all these. how i wish i know all the answers so i won't be in this crossroad.
a good friend of mine once told me that i'm a "very idealistic person." at first i didn't understand want she meant. but as i was doing my work this morning, i came to realized that i am very idealistic. i want everything perfect.
but now i am at the crossroad.
there are so many things in my hands now that seem to overwhelm me. it makes me think of what i really want. i tend to plan at times but another thing comes which makes me think... no, disturbed is a more appropriate word.
i am 25 years old; and i want to achieve something but i get confused of all the things that come. i hate this situation. i should be old enough to handle all these. how i wish i know all the answers so i won't be in this crossroad.
Comments:
pepero (March 5, 2007. 05:25pm)
i can completely relate because i am also an idealist and perfectionist. when i was 12yo i wanted to be an architect and design a utopian city. at 13 i planned wrote down all the classes i wanted to take each year in high school and decided i wanted to graduate my junior year. i also wanted to graduate college a year early. however, when my junior year came my best friend talked me out of <a href="http://dandelife.com/story/15640">graduating</a> early. in college i ended up dropping out of school when i got a job in finance. i realized sometimes its best to just go with the flow. life can be unpredictable at times.