Heartbreak & Breakdowns − 4 March, 2007
I shook. I trembled. I ached.
I had never felt so alone in my entire life.
The knives in my back were mulitplying and all I could do was cry. Everything I ingested came right back up. Every mirror I walked by just showed something I couldn't dare to look at. I
Don't know know you're turning my world upside down?
all of it is my fault?
All of the lies surfaced. Our relationship? a lie? The fact they stayed up all night drinking and he tried to hide it? She slept in his apartment. The pain was overwhelming. I was the one that escaped the relationship, and yet by the end of the screaming and crying, I was the one crawling back. Why? Because of the fact that I was too insecure to let go.
I let go of my escape. now I'm back to lying about my happiness and secretly throwing up everything that touches my stomach lining.
I had never felt so alone in my entire life.
The knives in my back were mulitplying and all I could do was cry. Everything I ingested came right back up. Every mirror I walked by just showed something I couldn't dare to look at. I
Don't know know you're turning my world upside down?
all of it is my fault?
All of the lies surfaced. Our relationship? a lie? The fact they stayed up all night drinking and he tried to hide it? She slept in his apartment. The pain was overwhelming. I was the one that escaped the relationship, and yet by the end of the screaming and crying, I was the one crawling back. Why? Because of the fact that I was too insecure to let go.
I let go of my escape. now I'm back to lying about my happiness and secretly throwing up everything that touches my stomach lining.
