Empty Units While Living on Meade − 18 July, 1995
I sit and watch patietly and see my neighbors in this 18 unit apartment leave...Units #10 and #14....Yesterday it was #8 and #12...Every day there has been someone moving out...And they don't seem to happy about it...It seems as if they have lost a bet of some kind or made a poor judgement on something important...I try to ease drop, but it doesn't make any sence to me...I even try to listen from behind my window, but the conversation I here isn't normal, very odd...Its also eeire to me that William still comes around even after we broke up...weeks ago...He doesn't even stop over to see me or anything...I wonder if he has any invovment in this strange behavior thats going around here....I still want answers from him...I don't understand what happend...One day he loves me and the then the next he hates me and treats me very crule...why all of a sudden has he turned evil...I need answers from him...he owes me some kind of explanation...I don't understand it...I feel that there is something going on in this complex than just tenants renting apartments here in Meade Manor. The neigbors used to be so friendly with me and smile and such... I feel that I have been marked with a Scarlet Letter....Each passing night...the rest of the remaning tenants stay up so late and talk so loud...I know its done intentionally....Im really frighten to be here alone...I really can't sleep at night and I hate leaving my apartment...when I go to work. I know William is still getting in here. Patsy please help me, protect me from the harm that is directed towards me...I'm lost and so hurt. Why is William doing this to me? Why?
