It's the Not Knowing that is Hard  − 2 October, 2001

I don't have words for all that's happened and hasn't happening in the past year.  I'm a different person than I was.  A thousand different people.  People I never thought I would have become.  Things have blurred and come clear and blurred again so many times ... What does it really matter now?  I don't know anything anymore - least of all myself.