Was excited now I'm not  − 13 May, 2008

I have been dealing with a great deal of frustration, stress and blues and I don't exactly know why. In fact I'm more distressed than I think I know I am.

Yesterday I was quite excited about something and now, well, not.

I know something is up because my eczema has made a reapparition, dandruff as well even if winter's over, my chest feels closed up and I sometimes forget to breathe. I feel like I have a very long grumble inside of me...

If I draw myself as I see myself, I would draw a balled up figure scrawled all over in black.