A big mistake, perhaps!  − 24 May, 2008

Strange day! A sunny morning, at work a colleague spoke to me more than the habitual Hi! Not a lot to do, raining afternoon and no rain coat in my motorcycle and just before leaving for home that colleague wish me a good week-end (I never see her before leaving in the afternoon since a while). I know it’s just like that, but…

Outside, it was really very strong rain and I decided to wait a bit (too dangerous in town with a motorcycle without rain protection). While waiting I saw a student I spoke sometimes in the past. She had no rain protection and she is waiting too.

She his the perfect picture of beauty (in fact my wish of perfect woman). 5’7” tall, 130-135 pounds, Black hair, blue eyes and always a smile, sports clothes, she is beautiful. She his mid thirties and I saw her profile on Facebook a few months and have sent an invite without answer.  I met her 6 or 7 years ago in my old job and at this time she had a baby. She his now in a second cycle at my university and is still very nice.

She remembers me my ex, a long time ago (my first true love). While speaking she said it was her free week-end. She has an eight years old daughter and she will stay with her father for the end of the week. I know she’s not a fan of motorcycle but I made this stupid reflection, took a piece of paper and wrote my phone number. She said: who knows!

Why am I so stupid? All I want is so simple and every time I’ll go in a special thing!

The rain has stopped and I said: well, I hope I’ll receive some news soon! She said: why not!

Have a good evening! Bye!

I don’t want a girlfriend so why and It’s another impossible story!

In fact, perhaps all I want is something impossible! In this case, I know I can give all and never receive or stay alone!

 Strange! Strange!