As the yoga instructor says...  − 12 July, 2008

"Open your hearts!"

That's what she says as she instructs us to get our shoulders down and back, to give space to our plexus.

Since meeting my boyfriend, I open up, I'm being myself, my heart is so open I'm gonna crack and spill it all. It's just going to get everywhere like an upended bowl of spaghetti. Messy.

I love him so damn much it makes me want to cry. Am I insecure ? Totally. I can talk with him about it and he loves me so damn much he's almost spilling himself also.

It's like Care Bears. It just comes out full of hearts, sunshine, butterflies, clover leaves...Full of light.

Already I feel it...my heart is so open that my back hurts, I'm all opened like on an autopsy. Come pick my organs, it's free. Save the heart for him.