It was a lovely sabotage. My ManFasting days are over for now. Now I am going to miss it if I ever Fast again. Can't wait to splurge again (wah-aaah).

Yesterday, I left the office in the afternoon to prepare me for the dinner with the rain girl. Shower, shaving and body care just in case, brand new underwear and clean shoes, nice lotion etc. She does not like motorcycle, so I decided to go there by metro. But I was half an hour before time, s...  read more

I remember everything about this night. I remember the way the moonlight created deep shadows in the cruves and hollows of his body. I remember the sound of his breathing. I remember the colours, the smells. I remember the music trailing quietly in from the livingroom. Everything was whisper...  read more

Так сложилось что я никогда не ездил на юг (если не считать поездок в Астрахань и Ростов на Дону на пароходе с родителями).В это время я уже работал на постоянной работе - в компании Элерон - программил системы обеспечения безопасности - например моя система стояла (а может и до сих пор стоит кто...  read more

Девственность я потерял в 24 года примерно думаю в сентябре - через некоторое время после поездки на юг.До того мое внимание было слишком сильно увлечено компьютерами что-бы я предринял какие-то серьезные шаги в этом направлении - но в этом году умер мой лучший друг и это сильно на меня повлияло ...  read more

on new year's day, we got up late, didn't shower, and wore pajamas all day. we had chili dogs (or smartdogs, in my case) for dinner. we watched the outdoor NHL game (which got me all choked up with hockey love), a lot of bowl games, and played guitar hero. we were also completely chaste for a...  read more

Well. I finally had sex. It was unexpected and went along the lines of "what would you say if I asked you to penetrate me while I masturbate?" It wasn't making love. It was sex while I  concentrated on having an orgasm. I feel like I will never get over it, I will never have wil...  read more

this trip featured: a parade a rodeo fuzzy tang hpnotiq and grey goose dancing barefoot in the street hiking in the desert the cowboy cafe a giant buffalo blue balls mardi gras beads naked ladies illicit activities in the eagles' club bathroom ...  read more

once matt and i had been dating for a while, i decided it was finally time to take the big step: getting an IUD. i'd wanted one for a while, but finally had the insurance coverage to make it easy. i had sworn off the pill a few years ago, and i wasn't willing to mess with my hormones again.the pr...  read more

I called my mom on my lunch hour one day, the only time of day that we seemed to be able to catch each other. So, I am sitting outside of McDonalds, munching on some fries chatting about my boy friend (who my mother hates because he convinced me to get on birth control). And somehow our convers...  read more