Four letters, four numbers: teach me to rearrange and see how high we can climb. Lost ambition leads to early ends and balls of light on my pillow let me feel again. Pen-friendship ended for telephone sex: the face of self-hatred makes the messages stop. Give me your word again,...  read more

Withering roses and ashes of lust: futile reminders of what falls to dust. Embryos planted inside of my head: rumors of love that is better off dead. Mystic swirls of tacky fate cloud my mind with bitter hate. Can’t the faceless man appear and call awake the single tear? Brutal abando...  read more

Have you quested enough for the unknown beloved? Have you yet found a cure for your need? Through fog of the mind, maternal malign and the shy, smiling clown do you know that it’s me? Division of self unglues your resolve. To breathe on your own is a chore. I am the darkness, o...  read more

To feed off your immense betrayal (or mine of you to be more clear) I’ll fill my mouth with poisoned smoke and flick away the ashy guilt. To make amends with breakfast food, sans comedy or caring words, I’ll clear my head of nagging doubt and trap you by my side. To punish you for lov...  read more

Hey Kiddo… Have you fallen apart again? It’s okay, Mommy’s here to save you. These life lessons are long overdue. Turn your dreams into nightmares of paying bills and pursuing respect. Tell a stranger your darkest secrets. Don’t forget to be perfect. Hey Kiddo… Did your Mom get you d...  read more

The muse’s music of loves supposedly past darkens the light and my eyes find solace. Remains of the ancestors left you vilified and tainted; our current lovers cloaked themselves in fear. My untouched beloved remember yourself stricken; I’ll remember my hold. My purely forgotten ...  read more

She wants to be seen. Perhaps the petals are tender but the stem grows strong and pokes a thorn at those who deny her or themselves. She wants to be heard. Perhaps the mind may change a compliment for a curse but untapped reservoirs leak passion to those who may feel, or know, the...  read more

Tendrils poke from my feet seeking soil, growing burning aching reaching and finding cold marble beneath. I look down upon you; faces of others flicker by lighting candles and incense at my pedestal’s base. Glowing beams emit from your worship; my first follower was you. Offering...  read more

I have a demon, lives inside me, sleeps upon the floor. He tries to make things right but he just fucks it up some more. He’s chained up to the doghouse wall; he cowers on his knees. But hanging on the door within his reach is all the keys. He thinks that he created me and all the life I li...  read more

I know chaos’ secrets: hiding in his twisted confusion seeking nothing but angst he makes a thousand first steps but lacking the will seeks death. Reeking havoc spirals from his living corpse. Friendless and desperate, he programs worry and fear. I know the devil’s mind: burning ...  read more